Friday, October 10, 2014

Auto Injector is Easy to Use!

Thank you to whoever invented the auto injector!  It's so easy to use even a 4 year old can use it!  Check out this video...

http://vimeo.com/108636237

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Where Do I Find My Joy?

The results from my latest MRI are in!  From what I can understand through all of the silly medical terms of parts of the brain (peduncle is my favorite) I have no new lesions!!!  That makes 5 MRIs in a row that have been clear.  I still have all my other spots, but not having any new ones in 1 1/2 years is an amazing thing to be able to say.  However, as I was waiting for my results to come in I was thinking what if something did show up on my MRI?  Would I become sad? angry? maybe question why God has seemed to have lifted His blessing from me?  I can honestly say that stuff didn't cross my mind.  No, it's not because somehow I'm more spiritual or whatever.   I can say that because my joy is not found in my circumstances, but The Lord Jesus Christ!

Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.  1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

Since I proclaim that I love The Lord, I have to live it out.  If I'm constantly focused on Him, why would it matter if I had a "negative" report?  My roots need to be grounded in the gospel and the only ways that's going to happen is if I'm daily in His word.  So, where do I find my joy? I find it in Lord Jesus Christ! I encourage you to do the same!  He is worthy.

Worthy are you, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for you created all things, and by your will they existed and were created. Revelation 4:11

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

24 Days Down! Praise Report!

It has been just over 3 weeks since I've starting taking Copaxone.  That means I've had 24 shots!  Through much prayer and encouragement from my husband, I've yet to miss a day!  Praise The Lord!  I've been pleasantly surprised that the injections have been pretty painless.  However, I'm still experiencing crazy stinging sensations for about 10 minutes after in that spot with some places worse than others.  (It seems like my stomach has been the worst.)  I've had a lot of people ask me if the medicine is working and the answer is, I'm not sure yet.  So far, I've been relapse free since December 2012!  I would definitely say that Tysabri totally changed me, and so far Copaxone is helping me sustain that.  The real answer will come with the results of my MRI in 2 weeks, as well as the one I will have at the end of the year.  This will tell us if any damage is being done internally.  Meanwhile, I'm holding onto my Father, ultimate physician, my Creator to make it through each day.  The Lord is my strength!

I will bless you as long as I live; in your name I will lift up my hands. Psalm 63:4

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Update on Copaxone

Since my last post, I've been waiting to receive my Copaxone treatments.  My doctor prescribed Copaxone 40mg 3 times per week.  I have since learned that my insurance doesn't cover that dosage, but they do cover 20mg once per day!  (Yeah, if you do the math, they actually cover more of the medicine per week.)  So, from my last post, my plan was not to switch to an injectable therapy and certainly not one that I have to do every day!  But, I'm again reminded that I'm not the one making the plans, not even a little bit.

I thought I was done with my Tysabri treatments.  However, anyone that has had to deal with insurance and new prescriptions knows that this process can sometimes take a long time.  So, as the beginning of August approached, I emailed my doctor asking if he thought I should take one more dose of Tysabri while I wait for things to be worked out.  He agreed that would be a good idea and I set up my appointment. This past Friday I went in as usual and was surrounded by chemo patients except for the young girl that I sat next to.  The nurse came over to "plug me up" (that's what I call it when I get my IV) and he said "this is the girl that I told you about that takes the same medicine you are taking". After that the young girl and I got to exchange our MS stories.  Many were very similar, such as, some of the relapses (optic neuritis, weakness in our limbs, inability to walk, etc.)  However, many of our stories were different.  I had my first episode (optic neuritis) when I was 19 and shortly after diagnosed with MS.  She was 14 when she had optic neuritis and they basically passed it off since she was so young.  She has had many other relapses and each time different doctors have changed her diagnosis to lupus and back to MS.  Then one doctor told her "you have stress, do you know what stress means?"  Can you believe that?!  Anyway, my point is she has had a very difficult 9 years with no one to really help her.  I was glad to have met her to encourage her and give her some hope.  If I didn't have problems with insurance, then I wouldn't have needed to take one more dose and I wouldn't have met her.  Bottom line, there is a great plan, but I just have to be willing to roll with it.

Therefore, encourage one another and build one another up, just as you are doing.   1 Thessalonians 5:11

Oh, and Monday my specialty pharmacy called and said they were shipping out the Copaxone.  Interesting, no, perfect timing...

Thursday, July 10, 2014

Not My Plan, but Yours

I just finished my 17th infusion and had my follow up appointment with my neurologist.  I had it all planned out.  I knew that I wanted to switch therapies no later than August 1 in order to have at least 4 1/2 months on a new therapy before I got a MRI.  After all my out-of-pocket was met with my insurance and I need to make sure I get that last MRI that's free to me.  I knew that 4 1/2 months would be an ok amount of time to see if the new therapy was working (no new lesions).  And, I was really hopeful to be on an oral therapy because 2 more have come out since Gilenya.  Wow, step back and look at how many times I said 'I'.  The Lord reminded me that I don't know best.  

The Lord created us with these amazing minds and wants us to be creative.  Dr. Lincoln told us (Casey went with me) about research that has been going on in the last year about the risks of developing PML while on Tysabri.  Remember from my last posts, if you have this JC virus then the chances of you getting this rare brain infection are greater than those that don't have it.  Also, if you do have the virus then your chances increase the longer you take it, especially when getting into the 18-24 month mark.  So what someone decided to research is, what if you have only a little bit of the virus in your system? Are the risks the same as those who have a lot of the virus?  What they found out is that the risks aren't the same!  How amazing is that?  I was blown away by what these researchers have come up with and all within this last year.  

Game plan.  Dr. Lincoln suggested that I do blood work to test how much of the virus is in my system.  If the results came back with a low amount, then I would continue through my 24th infusion before switching.  If the results came back with a high amount, then I would start Copaxone, an injection 3 times per week.  Yep, no pills.  He said the pills work differently than the injections.  The main thing is that the pills suppress your immune system so you still run a risk of developing PML even though you are off Tysabri!  Unfortunately, this has happened to some people.  Dr. Lincoln told me the blood work would take 2 weeks to come back.  So, I gave blood and walked away from my appointment with a much different plan of action than what I had in my head.  The Lord is working on me in trusting Him and not thinking that I've got this MS thing under control by myself.  

The result are in.  Yep, I have a high level of the virus and the nurse is in full swing of getting all the paperwork done for Copaxone.  That definitely was not what I wanted to hear.  I don't want to stop a therapy that has made me "normal" and feeling the best that I have in the last 11 years.  I have some concerns if this new therapy will be able to control my MS like Tysabri has.  I don't want to have another relapse.  I don't....  There it is again. I.  

Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make straight your paths. Proverbs 3:5-6

The Lord is still working on me to trust and believe in Him.  His grace is enough for me.  As I go through this next season,  I will remember how He has been with me through all the rough times and good times with MS.  

Thursday, June 26, 2014

Kale Smoothie

I'm not one to mix my food. In fact, everything on my plate has it's own spot and I don't like my food to touch. Yes, go ahead and make fun of me...everyone does! However, I love this kale smoothie! It's so refreshing and so good!

1/2 cup ice
1/2 cup water
1 1/2 cups vanilla Greek yogurt
2 tbsp honey
2 cups kale, chopped (stems removed)
2 cups frozen fruit (I use strawberries, mango, pineapple)

Add the ingredients in a blender, in the order listed. Blend until all the kale is in little pieces (barely seen).

I hope you enjoy it!

Friday, May 30, 2014

Time Flies By...

I've finished my 15th infusion of Tysabri!  I also had my last MRI about a month ago and I had NO new lesions AGAIN!  Wow, it's amazing to be able to say that!  The Lord is so good!  I'm still doing well with no prescription medicines and taking tons of vitamins!  In about 3 weeks, I have an appointment with my neurologist to discuss switching to a new medicine.  (I'm nearing that 18-month mark where the chances greatly increase for developing PML.)  We will see how that goes.  I really hope that he recommends one of the oral medicines because I dread going back on shots!  However, I will do whatever I have to do to keep my body healthy. This last year, since I've been feeling great, I have really been able to be the mom that I want to be.  I still remember those days when I was constantly on the couch while my two babies played together wishing I could find the energy to play with them.  Brooke is almost 5 now and Tyler 4.  They are growing way too fast and I don't have time for MS to keep me from enjoying my kids!

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Pieces of Art

I'm so proud of my husband, Casey Hensley. He is a man who has made the choice to surrender his life to The Lord Jesus Christ and live for Him.  He was given the talent of music (singing, playing, directing, etc) and uses that to glorify the Lord. He recent released his first full album - Pieces of Art. The title track is a unique way of describing who we are in that we were formed by our Maker and in everything He is continuing to make us into a beautiful piece of art.  He uses the example of me having multiple sclerosis and that some might view that as being a broken artwork, but the Lord made if for good. It was no mistake.

Another song on the album is Lost No More.  It's Casey's testimony that he was once lost in this world, but has been found. Others might just be wandering in this world not knowing that they are lost, just living day to day, but there is hope in the One that made you! Money can't fix it, time won't heal it. Those are some of my favorite lines because that's what the world tells you and it's not true! It's in your weakness that you will find grace and be lost no more!

Fly is a song that Casey started writing when I was pregnant with our first child. He continued working on it when I was pregnant with our next child and finally finished it last year.  Fly is a lullaby with a beautiful melody that will touch your heart. The kids love hearing it and sometimes ask him to sing it so they will fall asleep.

There are more songs on the album and I love them all.  I hope you will check them out and see for yourself!

Casey Hensley - Pieces of Art

Sunday, February 2, 2014

MS150 Sponsor - Memorial Hermann

A couple of months ago I received an email from my neurologist.  (Note - I think it's pretty cool that my doctor is accessible not just at my appointments!). He told me that this year Memorial Hermann is sponsoring the BP MS150 and they are wanting some "patient success stories" to post on their website.  My neurologist was asked if he would recommend any of his patients and he thought of me! How neat is that?  So, I was interviewed about my life with MS and here is how it came out...I absolutely love the title!

Strong Will, Strong Faith - Stephanie's Story

In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith-more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire-may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ.
1 Peter 1:6-7

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

An Amazing Story

I recently read a book, Kisses from Katie, that a friend of mine got me for Christmas.  It's about a high school girl that wanted to go on a mission trip.  After she did, her life was changed.  The Lord had put a great desire in her heart to go back for good to take care of the people of Uganda in their physical needs and more importantly, their spiritual needs. On a recent trip with my husband to Nashville, I got to see the area where she grew up.  The houses there aren't just big, they are huge! She talks a little about growing up in a wealthy family and I can definitely see that.  The most amazing thing about it is that she traded all the comforts of her life to live on a little cot just above the dirt floor with a mosquito net covering her bed.  The book details the events of her every day life.  It is incredible on what has changed in the villages of Uganda from one really young girl obeying her calling.  The book, her story, was such an encouragement to me in that whatever God calls you to do He will give you the ability to carry it out...in a big way!

Matthew 28:19-20

I highly suggest reading the book!!!